no bottom to worse

In two days from now, life will be again as it used to be. On the surface, nothing will have happened. But during those ten days I was alone with my cats and Esme, the abyss has dug itself way deeper into the earth. I can feel myself sinking. There are no handholds I can [...]

that damn ambiguity (09-06, 21:35)

Im so sorry about this ambiguity. What I meant was that you should put me out of your mind if you feel like it. This was a stupid thing to say, I can see this now. Sorry.

explain yourself! (09-06, 20:54)

Mick,what do you mean by saying you will stay with me??For god sake explain yourself

fast-forward love (09-06, 19:49)

We were asking for it. And we got more than our share. Now in two days, we will have to face our old life.    

no choice but to go on (09-06, 15:52)

Going to brigton in two days..And i just dont know how to handle all this.Baby,dont be in pain,we ve decided to accept it upon a good will..  

longing for the healing hand (09-06, 14:03)

My day is constant throbbing pain. No remedy at hand. Acids eating me up from inside. Longing for your healing hand. And missing the touch of your lips.

a thousand more (09-06, 00:43)

Kiss…

what would I give to (09-06, 00:41)

What would i give to smell you,to kiss you..To whisper in your ear,that you are the only one..I need you so much

my secret desire (09-06, 00:33)

I never left you. Never will. Your kiss is my secret desire.

burn

My longing for her kept on burning inside of me the whole day. Waking up in the morning, it is so strong that I make love to her with eyes closed. Calling her name, I let her take control of my body and make love to me just like she did some days ago. Exhausted, [...]