September 7, 2008

today is when we are over

I knew this day would come. I didn’t know it would be this day. But what is a day when it is the day when it is over? What is a day when it’s over, and you learn that the other life, the reason that it will be over, is just as over?
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September 7, 2008

sleep well. I won’t (09-07, 23:37)

Alone in my bed, I kiss you good night. We only had a single night. It feels like a decade. I kiss your feet in awe for you being yourself, for waking me up from a dream and showing me reality.    

September 7, 2008

u r the 1 (09-07, 22:45)

You are life, you are my life. How could you ever become part of my past? You showed me what it means to be. From the conference room I spent most of the day in, I saw airplanes dashing into the sky. They went into your direction.    

September 7, 2008

if it’s not today (09-07, 22:19)

Any day is good to make it over.If is not today.Tell me

September 7, 2008

tell me I will remain (09-07, 20:37)

Tell me.Tell me i will never become a part of your past.Tell me i will remain.

September 7, 2008

when I want to step aside (09-07, 20:20)

I no longer remember what was my life like until i met you.I dont want us to become a history.Ever.I just know you will never belong to me.And this is when i want to step aside.Because…  

September 7, 2008

how to handle the end of us (09-07, 15:58)

We are over… A whole life lived, a whole love loved in a couple of days… What does this mean four us? Radio silence? Only memories, no more texts, no sms?    

September 7, 2008

today is when we are over (09-07, 15:20)

I have no regrets my love.But today is when we are over.Your family is coming back.  

September 7, 2008

my miracle has a name (09-07, 15:02)

I was waiting for a miracle, too, to give meaning to my life. I met it. Names Esme. Only thing: need one more.

September 7, 2008

in miracles I believe (09-07, 14:53)

Never.Never.Never.I knew you were a family man.From the start i did.Perhaps i thought my faith in miracle will provide one.I was wrong.Just because you’re loosing doesnt mean you’re lost I am not