everything that rises must converge

I didn’t get it the first time. Probably no one would have. Second time I had a hunch. Third time gave me reason to read it fourth time. Then I got it. Hit me like a sledge hammer. Can’t be, I thought. Can’t be.
But chances are, it not only could, but it is. And there [...]

lets talk

Hey Esme,

it’s been a while. years, that’s how it felt. I missed you. So how is life? How are you? You told me not to worry. I tried not to.

knight

I remember touching you for the first time. Kissing you for the first time. Never wanted to touchkiss anybody else. Still don’t. Airports will never be the same. Airports have no meaning if there are no steps and no taxi stopping and no you flying out towards me.

You

Miss you. Every day. Every day more.
09-25, 12:51

you have all the right to miss me (09-21, 16:26)

Esme, you have all the right in the world to miss me, just like I keep on missing you. How could I forget that you were there? And I don’t see it as anyone’s fault.

an empty hull (09-21, 15:49)

Don’t miss me, Esme. What is left of me is but an empty hull. Everything that might have been worth missing stayed behind when I left V., stayed with you.

EVERYTHING (09-21, 13:56)

Miss your EVERYTHING

miss your (09-21, 13:47)

Good to hear. Get in touch, if you feel like it. Miss your voice. M.

stairs

He was running. Same route, higher speed. Heartrate beyond 170, beats almost a single sound. Wind and blood fighting in his ears for dominance. The heat of the day had a hold only in singular still sunny spots along the track. Mostly, the air had a wet coolness. Felt like running through a [...]

rock in shining armour (09-05, 22:42)

My days pass by like ducks on a slow running river. Wherever I am, there is you. In my head, there is you. In my stomach, there is you. On my skin, there is you.