looking back from a distance

looking back from a distance, the trip was a desaster. V. is your city, because you live there. it is my city because you live there. and it is our city because we had what we had, if only for 26 hours and two weeks before and some afterwards.
what brought me down most was [...]

no other way out of it (10-22, 03:10)

What was I even thinking when telling you to come over it is not going to change anything!

no bottom to worse revisited

Life is not fair. Life is not unfair either. Life is, and that is a lesson which was at least for me very hard to learn, indifferent. Life just doesn’t give a damn, doesn’t even bother to ignore what for me seems to be the most important things. You can like this or not, but [...]

I understand it has to be over (09-13, 13:50)

I unterstand it has to be over. For me, it wont. Dont worry. I know what youre saying. I will respect that, naturally. Because I love you. Always will. Mick.

it has to be (09-13, 13:35)

Mick, it has to be over

today is when we are over

I knew this day would come. I didn’t know it would be this day. But what is a day when it is the day when it is over? What is a day when it’s over, and you learn that the other life, the reason that it will be over, is just as over?
“Today is when [...]

if it’s not today (09-07, 22:19)

Any day is good to make it over.If is not today.Tell me

how to handle the end of us (09-07, 15:58)

We are over… A whole life lived, a whole love loved in a couple of days… What does this mean four us? Radio silence? Only memories, no more texts, no sms?    

today is when we are over (09-07, 15:20)

I have no regrets my love.But today is when we are over.Your family is coming back.