the sound and the fury

The next day brings out the sun with a vengeance. My stomach has been twisting since I woke up and hadn’t settled down when I stop for lunch in the restaurant over the river. It is sunny so I grab a beer and a coke and sit outside, sunglasses on my nose, collar turned up though. [...]

the final supper

I take a shower to warm up after my daylong stroll in the rain. Then I dress again. I am hungry. I don’t think food will kill this hunger, but I go out again nevertheless.
It’s going to be a long night.

only water, no sun (11-04, 18:56)

Summer really is over for good. Walking the streets of V. today, it first was only cold. Then came the rain.  

V.

esme, I’d like to share a final song with you. it’s by a friend of mine, sophie. I met her some years ago in a bar and we started talking. she later came out with this song.      

no bottom to worse revisited

Life is not fair. Life is not unfair either. Life is, and that is a lesson which was at least for me very hard to learn, indifferent. Life just doesn’t give a damn, doesn’t even bother to ignore what for me seems to be the most important things. You can like this or not, but [...]

tell me your middle names (08-27, 10:38)

Will your sunday be sunny?Mine looks like it.I will be hiding in a cool dark place.Like a can of baked beans.I need to know your middle names.All of them