history repeating

takes me a while to realize who sent me this mail. I had expected much, but this, man, takes me by surprise. I read the sender again. wow, I think. what the, I think. that’s about all I can think of this very moment.
then, finally, after taking a deep breath, I click the mail [...]

doesn’t matter where she is tonight

maybe it was because of the biting cold on the city rail platform in the outskirts of the southern secret capital. maybe it was because of the long dark hair of a woman shivering not far away from me in the yellowish light of an internal illuminated street light commercial structure.     

11 years ago

there is still some wine left in the bottle:
I had two mojitos tonight on a brown leather couch with a woman I once was in love with
11 years ago
I tried to find some remnants of my former love in her eyes
I did not
it was not because her eyes were blue, not hazel
it was because she [...]

do you want me to come? (09-02, 01:25)

I want you to be happy. If you are happy in tears, thats ok. Lean on my shoulder, baby. Miss u already. Like crazy. Dont want to think about tomorrow, if tomorrow will be without you. Do you want me to come, or shall we try playing it safe? We both think we know the [...]

in tears (09-02, 01:11)

You have finally put me into tears!I am so happy..

almost

sweat on my forehead, trailing down my spine. came back from another day south. hate to spend too many hours on planes going into the wrong direction. it’s only the boys now, four of us for 10 days. me, Kater, Tonto & Kokopelli. make it 5, there is Bunnahabhain, smiling golden from a glass which [...]

tears in the rain

there is some surprise rain in the morning. running, I feel the soft drops cool on my face.
I remember you kneeling on the hotel bed, dark wet hair flowing over the white towel wrapped tightly around your body. a dark fairy with black, serious eyes. I see one teardrop forming. it grows for a [...]